if i can back the time :/

hello yeahh, im updating my blog hee. firstly Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin :) forgive me for all my wrong doing, i am ordinary person that cant avoid myself from did any mistake so apology with all of my heart :) okayy, here im telling that i am so freaking sad of my life. i'd tried so hard to wake myself by keep telling myself that ive got to move on and start the new colour of life. if i just can back the time i swear that i wont get close up with him. i blame myself for that :/ i become so desperate of him. he know tht im always told him that i want to move on and live myself but still :( dear : i know i just shamed myself keep chasing you and keep trying to get you i know its annoyed you im sorry ! ive tried so hard to forget you i swear ive tried but i dont know why its never work. im sure that bloggers bored read my story but sorry this is my blog my advantage to tell everything that i've never had a change to confront it. this is all i want to wrote ps : mr.tuna i'll keep try to forget you slowly dont worry sorry for everything take careee :)

the day :)

tiring day, but had fun a lott :) went out with my super friend shaz, pyan, jebat, ali, adam, farid, shidi,izo, fadhil and hafeez :) met my loves cousin tijaa and my hottest friend zara :) all the misses are released out ! after ages ddnt hang out together kan, hee. they was the best ! i call my mr. tuna just now, glad to spoke up with him i miss him muchh ! still have another two weeks to meet up and to see his smile front of the window bhaha i miss that much ! since was 'that night' we not lepak together -.- miss the way he hold my hand touch my hair play with my finger and all ouch -.- yeahh have to move on so will not having that anymore ! hope you happy with her mr.tuna ! hee. okayy guys thanks for today, i love you guys, words cant describe that you guys just amazing people yeahh i love you guys <3

speechless :/

i know its hard for us to forget someone we loves. it getting hard when we get over with that someone i mean like we too inlove with him or she. as like me, i like someone i love him i adore him and i need him to be my future. my first sight expression of him was ohhmyygod he's hot ! haha. actually i've met him trough the window haha how sweet is that right ! first of our met was haa yeahh tuna ! haha. he asked me to made him tuna for breakfast so i've made it for him :) that was our first met wohhoo. the day by day we keep texting and get along with together. i still remember the time that we going out for first date watched twilight eclipse wow that was awesome killers. after then we had some conflict there, he thought that i lied to him but actually was not. and i was thought that he just played around at the same time im started getting high with him. so we just get far a day by day untill one day i know that he was not my future anymore it will never :( he someone's he loves his girlfriend. hell yeahh my friends asked me to forget, and step forward. each day one step and move on with life. i've been trying even now i just cant. i hope i can someday, short memories but meaning a lot to me ! i dont know how to forget him. he just amazing ahh this time i hve to tell to my self this : yuhana, move on with life lahh mofo -.-

bad thursday great beginning friday :)

okayy start from the bad thursday : after almost two days ddnt sleep, bila dapat tidur untunglahh sampai overslept haha -.- i'd skip account class and being late to management class haiyaa tp lucky me tak pg class account sbb confirm kena halau sbb tak siap kerja haha. pastu tak hbs lagi kan, dpt tahu markah test management i was like watafaaakkk failed ahh. cita cita nak dekan tp bolehh lahh kan first test pun dah failed aduhh -.- from now and on kena struggle lahh for 2nd test and on ~daaaaaa harap bolehh buat lahh haihh.

great beginning friday : memandangkan kitorang nak cuti and tak berjumpa selama 2 minggu so kitoreang pun plan nak overnight :) pukul 9.30 keluar hostel lepak kat depan hostel tu pun nak dkat 1 jam pasang stratergi and plan destinasi yg nak dituju. mmg rasa nak keluar shah alam tapi takda lesen pulak, pastu naik motor helmet takda yang comel lagi haha. bila bincang bincang plan asal nak main pool tp ada je halangan tutup lahh penuhh lahh. second plan nak pg rumah classmate 'atong' dia baru lepas accident igt nak melawat lahh kan tp taknak amik risiko lahh sbb takda lesen plus jauh so last last lepak andalus lepak main poker 'baru belajar' haha shisha smpai pukul 4 haha. muka dah benyut gilaa pastu bolehh mood swing pastu boleh kena bahan je kan hah mmg kena marah lahh haha sorry kpd sesiapa yg kena marah kalau yuhana mood swing jangan kacau thank youuuu :) tu jelahh kot cerita nak update. tgh berfikir boleh ke bgn hah esok ada class haha

first story :)

okayy first of all i would like to introduce myself, my name noor yuhana ghaus and peep was call me yana or yuna lahh ass whatever just dont call me 'bosnia' -.-
im 18 years old and still study at KPTM bangi july intake UITM program, diploma in bussiness study :)
catch up princess story, which about my daily life. im new in wrinting blog so all off wrong words was using, sosorry okayy !