speechless :/

i know its hard for us to forget someone we loves. it getting hard when we get over with that someone i mean like we too inlove with him or she. as like me, i like someone i love him i adore him and i need him to be my future. my first sight expression of him was ohhmyygod he's hot ! haha. actually i've met him trough the window haha how sweet is that right ! first of our met was haa yeahh tuna ! haha. he asked me to made him tuna for breakfast so i've made it for him :) that was our first met wohhoo. the day by day we keep texting and get along with together. i still remember the time that we going out for first date watched twilight eclipse wow that was awesome killers. after then we had some conflict there, he thought that i lied to him but actually was not. and i was thought that he just played around at the same time im started getting high with him. so we just get far a day by day untill one day i know that he was not my future anymore it will never :( he someone's he loves his girlfriend. hell yeahh my friends asked me to forget, and step forward. each day one step and move on with life. i've been trying even now i just cant. i hope i can someday, short memories but meaning a lot to me ! i dont know how to forget him. he just amazing ahh this time i hve to tell to my self this : yuhana, move on with life lahh mofo -.-